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Happysad

by kid c.

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Leon Vegas This was the best song I'd ever written for a long-ass time. Favorite track: EMPTY MAG$.
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1.
PAIN // FAME 03:42
[Intro] I've been on my way Ain't been feeling sane, drowning all the pain [Chorus] I mask pain with the drink, why? I don't know I switch lanes, always ducking, I'm a ghost I dreamt fame would come quicker 'fore I go If I didn't make this shit, I'd be alone I mask pain with the drink, why? I don't know I switch lanes, always ducking, I'm a ghost I dreamt fame would come quicker 'fore I go If I didn't make this shit, I'd be alone [Verse 1] Yeah, late night, I've been fucking up my plans Day went by, sleeping cause I cannot stand The way we lie when we hop on every trend Yeah, we saying we actin' hype, saying that we poppin' xans On that lean shit, kid been dreaming When he make it big, he crashing through that ceiling I won't repeat this, cause I'm fucking tired Switching up my motives, I'ma skrrt away like tyres Hop in this plane, now my brain's getting loose Better watch what I say, I risk my life on the noose Fucking mind's like a train, wait for my time on the news Put a bullet in my brain, now it stuck like a screw I've considered packing up and staying home, I don't know Now I'm wish I given up, don't need a phone, let it go Really need a pick-me-up, I feel alone, feel alone Really wanna end it but they don't, but they don't Yeah, I've been on my way Ain't been feeling sane, drowning all the pain Wishing that I quit, I fucking hate the kid He ruined everything, I wish he wouldn't live [Chorus] I mask pain with the drink, why? I don't know I switch lanes, always ducking, I'm a ghost I dreamt fame would come quicker 'fore I go If I didn't make this shit, I'd be alone I mask pain with the drink, why? I don't know I switch lanes, always ducking, I'm a ghost I dreamt fame would come quicker 'fore I go If I didn't make this shit, I'd be alone [Verse 2] I've been dreaming that I've got a girl at home We fall asleep until we old I wake up, always on my fucking own Yeah, I need somebody 'fore I fucking go I've been wishing I could make it Got a bullet, wanna waste it Drinking Jack, I'm fucking wasted Give me something, losing patience Talking to a wall, wish I had someone at all Haters wait for me to fall, the bitches wanting me to crawl To their feet, they no god, feel defeat, laugh it off Need to feel some damn emotions, do I bleed, will I rot? I need somebody 'fore I die I need someone to lift me high I need somebody for tonight I need somebody for tonight [Chorus] I mask pain with the drink, why? I don't know I switch lanes, always ducking, I'm a ghost I dreamt fame would come quicker 'fore I go If I didn't make this shit, I'd be alone
2.
[Chorus: kid c.] Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, aye Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, die now (yeah) [Verse 1: kid c.] I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss you But the kid ain't here to share out all his issues They come to me cause they want bangers, fuck the tissues If I was a listener, I'd probably be pissed too But I can't ignore it, no more, no more I've been feeling all alone, don't wanna grow up, grow up I'm fucking twenty and I still ain't even blown up, blown up I need a reason, ain't no pleasing me, I'm so fucked, so fucked Claimin' that I'm on a wave and my girl love all my shit Man, I'm done with all that playing, all that shit can suck a dick Say that I'm feeling crazy and I'm 'bout to get so lit Going straight up like I'm Travis, that's that 2016 kid, yeah Oh, we ain't gonna work, will you settle down? I ain't ready to commit, I want to mess around But like I said, you will be missed, I won't forget the frown That I caused today but damn, the kid on bigger things right now, yeah [Chorus: kid c.] Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, aye Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, die now [Verse 2: kid c.] I don't wanna die, take your girl tonight Guess I call her mine, yeah, she wanna meet the kid tonight Stream my shit online, she ain't buyin', pirate every time I might let her meet the crew if she just stops the fuckin' lying, yeah She won't get my love, keep my heart locked up Kanye taught me, yuh, droppin' out of college, what I've done When I tour the Earth, I'ma have some fun, fuckin' every slut Have 'em screamin' out my name before they catch that fuckin' nut Still sad but I won't show it, nah Then I laugh, it's tragic, huh, ex's lookin' at me, yuh Now you see me, bet it hurts, wanna please me, I ain't yours I'ma make it big just so that I can say I did it first Go ahead, your man's been waiting, need to break his heart Take it futher, girl, you know you nasty, better take it far I've been contemplating if I even loved you from the start Maybe I just loved to fuck you, go and cry, you did your part [Chorus: kid c.] Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, aye Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, die now Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, aye Don't be sad, don't you cry now I'm sorry but I cannot call you mine now Erasing all our memories out my mind now I'm sorry, don't say that you wanna die now, die now
3.
EMPTY MAG$ 03:12
[Chorus] All my life, feeling lost like I'm on LSD I've been trippin' for a year like I've been smokin' weed Gettin' drunk on fake love like I'm downing Henessey Can't you see? My life's a dream, I need some sleep I'm feeling weak, don't bother me, I'm countin' sheep My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave Can't you see? My life's a dream, it's just a dream [Verse 1] They try askin' my thoughts but they no damn therapist I don't think that they even will be prepared for this I ain't openin' up cause I'll be regrettin' it I ain't risking my luck, I know I'm pathetic, bitch Unloading thoughts like I've got empty mags Cause I ain't no killer but I got a mask I'm hiding away like I locked myself up And I can't get no sleep, oh, so much for that luck And I'm feeling so lonely And I can't take no more Please do not leave me alone With all four of these hollow walls, yeah [Chorus] All my life, feeling lost like I'm on LSD I've been trippin' for a year like I've been smokin' weed Gettin' drunk on fake love like I'm downing Henessey Can't you see? My life's a dream, I need some sleep I'm feeling weak, don't bother me, I'm countin' sheep My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave Can't you see? My life's a dream, it's just a dream [Verse 2] Ooh, you don't care what I do Take my life if you choose Don't waste time, just come through Don't leave me riding on you I don't need a buzz, it don't change a thing I need love and sappy shit but fuck a wedding ring I'm feeling stuck and I don't know how to move I've been trying hard but what is the point and what does it prove? N-o-t-h-i-n-g I've been working for a month, always up on my feet I ain't getting any pay, walk that unemployment line I've been thinking 'bout the shit I said when I was doing fine Rapping about fucking bitches Rapping about how my dick big Rapping about all the braggy shit That all my idols would say and they did I don't live that life, I just like portraying it Like, part of me wishes I made it outta where I live [Chorus] All my life, feeling lost like I'm on LSD I've been trippin' for a year like I've been smokin' weed Gettin' drunk on fake love like I'm downing Henessey Can't you see? My life's a dream, I need some sleep I'm feeling weak, don't bother me, I'm countin' sheep My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave My life is bleak, I wish that I could go and leave Can't you see? My life's a dream, it's just a dream
4.
[Chorus: kid c.] Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution [Verse 1: kid c.] Now I'm driving far away, you all want me Now I'm dealing with the pain, you all love me All the shit you say is fake, it just bores me You ain't heard the last of me, I'm still talkin' Now I'm ridin' down the block You pull up and you thinkin' that you hot Everybody wantin' me to fuckin' stop Bitch better get away, you missed your shot Because I'm driving so far away that you won't know When I'm stopping, ain't pulling no brakes I'm riding, won't hop out the whip 'til I'm flyin' The kid 'bout to go outer space You don't know what I could do Go it solo, I don't need a crew Cause the last one I had, they all stabbin' my back Cause they all wanna do what I do They all callin' me crazy, I hear They wanna hear what I'm droppin' this year They wanna hop on a track 'fore I make it a plaque Yeah, I'm 'bout to go KYLE in here, yah [Bridge: kid c. & Ponderous] Yeah, they know what I'm doing, they want it They just wanna make it tomorrow, yah Yeah, they ain't gonna do what they wanna They just gonna stay in the gutter, yah [Chorus: kid c. & Ponderous] Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution [Verse 2: Ponderous] Fuck being average, we rappin' and actually Slaying this shit so fantastically You finding your ending so damn tragically This shit don't happen like fucking magically The way I move, circumcision, surgical precision Don't need a vision, I'm staying persistent Breaking my chains, I'm playing the system out Blaming depression and exes for all my hiatus And all this fighting, my mental's residing And taking my pride in the fact that I'm here And I'm taking my strides and time I'm rise up like a fucking Phoenix Shoutouts kid c. cause we the cleanest This CVTEBOY$ better start believing So hot, got the club steaming Shining see the front gleaming I don't even need to front, all the women know what's up They know they finding me if they tryna get it done I'ma get her off the drugs saying "fuck all the pills" Have her looking extra pretty, counting all my dollar bills [Bridge: kid c.] Yeah, they know what I'm doing, they want it They just wanna make it tomorrow, yah Yeah, they ain't gonna do what they wanna They just gonna stay in the gutter, yah [Chorus: kid c. & Ponderous] Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution [Bridge: kid c.] Yeah, they know what I'm doing, they want it They just wanna make it tomorrow, yah Yeah, they ain't gonna do what they wanna They just gonna stay in the gutter, yah Yeah, they know what I'm doing, they want it They just wanna make it tomorrow, yah Yeah, they ain't gonna do what they wanna They just gonna stay in the gutter, yah [Chorus: kid c.] Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution Yeah, I'm fallin', yeah, I'm ballin' Way I'm movin', I ain't stallin' Hit the gas, don't look back, yeah, I floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution [Outro: kid c.] Ballin', fallin' Movin', stallin' Floor it Pop a xan, couple tabs with no caution
5.
ON MY WAY 02:57
Edit Song Facts Admin [Chorus] I've been on my way up, I've been dreamin' paper I don't give a fuck if you're a bitch, won't see you later I'll make it on my own, yeah, whole life I've been alone, yeah I think they want me falling but I'm stayin' on my toes, yeah 'Said I've been on my way up, I've been dreamin' paper I don't give a fuck if you're a bitch, won't see you later I'll make it on my own, yeah, whole life I've been alone, yeah I think they want me falling but I'm stayin' on my toes, yeah [Verse] I'm stayin' on my toes, yeah, I don't need any hoes yet I'm way too busy wishing that I'll find a way to blow, yeah I've been workin' at this for a while I don't know what kind of style is mine Up every night tryna go and remind All the bitches that they ain't even worth my time Remember when I dated them girls online? A couple would cheat and a couple would lie Now a couple stay missin' me, I'ma aim high When I'm popular, bitches'll form in a line, yeah I don't care where you go, I'm takin' over, who knows? I'm making enemies and they like everybody you know [I RUINED RAP], I own it, [I'M SAVING TRAP], you know it I make it bigger every track I drop, I stay the coldest and Why'd I care what you do, you ran away when I wanted you And you tryna play everybody who's Fallen in love with the thought of you Now they like "I don't want you no more, I don't care" Who wait for bitches who's never there? Now they all wish we together, yeah But they know that we over, they know it, yeah I don't care where you go, I stay on my own The only ones I need are always by the phone I'm sick of fucking everything, I want to go But I've got a couple people and I know they don't I've been flippin' for a minute, takin' what you think you winnin' Making off with everything that I've been wantin' 'Cause I'm maybe tired of all the bragging Don't you think that it'd be better if I went off, away? I might go and move up to America, aye I got nobody here so I'm going up and away I've been thinking all the time that has been going to waste I don't need a lover, I just need me a change I don't care what you've been doing, get the fuck out my way I don't care what you've been moving, I don't care what you make Bitch, I'm 'bout to make my fucking damn legacy I don't need anything, I don't need anyone I stay drinking Hennesey 'til everything is fuckin' numb, ooh I don't need anything, I don't need anyone I stay drinking Hennesey 'til everything is fuckin' numb, ooh [Outro] Yah, yah, aye
6.
Edit Song Facts Admin [Intro: kid c.] Yaaah, yah, yah Aye, yuh [Hook: kid c.] My money long so how my dick taste? Not wastin' any time if you pisstake Ain't got my fuckin' mind on any bitch, hey But I'ma school your ass like we in fifth grade, yeah [Verse 1: kid c.] I rap like I'm raised in America Run laps around lames cause I'm better, yuh Take time out my day when you flexin', uh I keep bringin' the pain like a wrestler I'ma fuck up your day, won't regret it, nah Little bitch, who you think you're impressin', huh? Couple days ago, you wasn't caring I thought about dying but then I realized it isn't worth trying I've been on my own for a long fuckin' time Take a picture with a bitch or she just gonna lie I've been on my own for a long fuckin' time Take a picture with a bitch or she just gonna lie I've been on my own for a long fuckin' time Take a picture with a bitch or she just gonna lie I've been on my own for a long fuckin' time Take a picture with a bitch or she just gonna- [Hook: kid c.] My money long so how my dick taste? Not wastin' any time if you pisstake Ain't got my fuckin' mind on any bitch, hey But I'ma school your ass like we in fifth grade, yeah [Verse 2: REAPER MANE] Wavy crew international I'm the captain, I steer the waves and the boat It's my passion, I feel like an animal Cause I'm thrashin' up In the cage that I broke Out of rapping, how did it happen so quick? Got little thots who be wanting this dick Even though we really not even shit I'm a old dog with a couple new tricks, yeah I never was cool, boy, I never was dope 'Til they started noticing the lyrics I wrote And now they sayin' that my music helps 'em cope Boy, I love the support, but why am I broke? I feel like a joke, and life's a lie I just wanna croak, but scared to die I'm wearing this cloak over my eyes I keep to myself cause I despise the most of you I hold the truth, above all else to save myself I'm hardly here, the hardest years has took it's toll between my ears That's why I'm the Reaper Mane, died and inflict the same pain On the weaker prey, pray for some better days Wish I could levitate, out of this fucking place Stuck in my ugly ways, ever since the fifth grade [Chorus: kid c.] My money long so how my dick taste? Not wastin' any time if you pisstake I ain't got my fuckin' mind on any bitch, hey But I'ma school your ass like we in fifth grade, yeah [Verse 3: kid c.] Hol' up a minute, you said we're commited What we have is special, you better be kiddin' You actin' resentful, you don't share my vision You just want a winner, don't wanna catch feelings Got no sympathy, now I'm poor Lie about hoppin' out suicide doors When it comes to the rapping, I'm feeling so bored I wanna just sing with my shit vocal chords, yeah Baby, you don't know what I've been doing You so ungrateful, you don't like it when you losing Now that I'm single, yeah, you know on I've been moving The love we had, call it a wrap cause it's been ruined But now, I go hard, that CVTEBOY$ the movement, we go far The shit you do, I don't condone, nah And the kid renegading the most, ah Shoutout REAPER MANE, Wavy666 Wavy hit after hit, hit, hit Bitches calling me lit, lit, lit Drop outta college, I did, did, did [Chorus: kid c.] My money long so how my dick taste? Not wastin' any time if you pisstake I ain't got my fuckin' mind on any bitch, hey But I'ma school your ass like we in fifth grade, yeah
7.
COLLEGE 03:57
[Chorus] I dropped out of college I weren’t gonna win, no I weren’t gonna win, no I dropped out of college I weren’t learning shit, no I weren’t learning shit, no Now errybody watching They don’t want me to win, no Yeah, they wonder who the kid know And now his shit popping They wonder will his hits blow up Yeah, they wonder will his hits blow up [Verse 1] Remember when I just made it up on the way? Dropped one girl and date another, that’s the cause of all my pain I’ve spent way too long trying to get respect up on my name Probably why my plays so dire, I’ma go and slice my veins Oh shit, I ain’t on no suicide watch list Who's this? Why's he rapping now? I want him to sing "Yo, kid, spit a verse up on my shit real quick" Go ahead and suck ya mudda, I ain't hopping on shit, no I'm done with all them favours, now I need to get paid I need a job and I've been hunting, I ain't working for fame And I've been out here saving money, tryna eat every day I'm worried I'ma have no home and y'all 'gon laugh in my face And I've been kinda happy that my tracks are getting acclaim I mean a lil bit, remember when LIL BIT reached 1k? Now I'm sad, I wonder if I'm gonna blow up one day I used to do it for the music, now I'm working for fame And now I'm working for the money, I ain't working for no bitches I don't need my heart broken, don't want any more stitches I don't need a part of your hype, yeah, you gonna miss this CVTEBOY$ 'til I die and now the bitches tryna hit this I'ma dab in the pussy, because I'm reckless Go ahead, engrave that "kid c." up there on your left wrist Since I became a dropout, feel like I've become a legend Go ahead, remember who the fuck you tryna mess with, c [Chorus] I dropped out of college I weren’t gonna win, no I weren’t gonna win, no I dropped out of college I weren’t learning shit, no I weren’t learning shit, no Now errybody watching They don’t want me to win, no Yeah, they wonder who the kid know And now his shit popping They wonder will his hits blow up Yeah, they wonder will his hits blow up [Verse 2] Wonder if my hits are gonna blow up, yeah Now I'm going pop, you know they loathe up, yeah They wanted [RUINED RAP], they want that old stuff, yeah It's coming, don't you worry, I've got loads, uh, yeah We've got that CVTEBOY$ tape, uh, we've got that Koma EP We've got a thousand other projects coming 2018 I'll probably drop a mixtape but I ain't giving no date Now that I'm making money, you can go and buy what I make Or go and stream all of my music, this my ego talking I know you wantin' me bad so cop a feature from me Since I done hopped on the trap, they want the beefin' from me When kid gets put on the map, he staying eating, hungry They know that I've been on my way up, paper You heard it when I said it, no mistake, uh, haters Go and suck a dick, while I'm fucking on your bitch Cause she always bumping kid, Happysad, she call it "lit" Oh my god, he's a boss Watching what Corey drop Shit so Gucci every track, I've never lost I bet she gonna lemme hit it when I want Since I've dropped outta college, all my shit has been poppin' Your girl be snortin' that molly, she looking awful, I'm honest She need to go ahead and leave your ass for me I'ma turn an ugly thot into a queen [Chorus] I dropped out of college I weren’t gonna win, no I weren’t gonna win, no I dropped out of college I weren’t learning shit, no I weren’t learning shit, no Now errybody watching They don’t want me to win, no Yeah, they wonder who the kid know And now his shit popping They wonder will his hits blow up Yeah, they wonder will his hits blow up

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released December 19, 2017

Production credits:
Tracks 1 and 3 produced by Cxdy
Track 2 produced by DJ Pain 1
Track 4 produced by DEVARN
Track 5 produced by CashMoneyAP
Track 6 produced by JPSoundz
Tracks 7 and 8 produced by SOLSA

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All tracks mixed and mastered by kid c.

Writing credits:
All tracks written by kid c. (excluding features)

Cover art by kid c.

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